i don't give a damn anymore. living in a shithole. my life now revolves around self-centered bastards(except a few loyal friends). i'm been bottling in up and i can't stand it anymore. the ticking time bomb has finally exploded. Life in VS was never so complicated. never so messy. never so disgusting. Everyone treats one another like enemies for no fuckin' reason. Maybe I'm partly to blame. Perhaps i'm too simple-minded, too used to the simple life in VS. but why can't people just put their guard down and stop treating one another with animosity. thinking of it, i truly never felt the Victorian spirit in VJC. it didn't start out right and probably won't end right.
that's it. I'll just fucking mind my own business.. can't wait to complete my A levels, pack up and leave for good.
