It has been a tough week. All the things that happened made me feel that my life was on a slide. My social life needs a restructuring exercise, and i will not elaborate too much on that.
Things started going really bad after Friday afternoon. after i had my haircut with j.loh, i went home and felt a bit feverish. i thought everything will be fine soon. but the horrendous feeling lasted pretty long and all i could do was sleep.
Saturday started out fine, i was feeling much better after the long sleep, and i was anticipating my game for Mungen Portugal in the afternoon, but the rain didn't stop. it was canceled. Disappointing. i really needed that 90 minutes of football to help me forget my troubles.
Since i had nothing to do for the whole day, i decided to go for the taekwondo lesson i hadn't attended for ages. i was very rusty and wasn't in the right physical condition..but the instructor still made me go through 4 rounds of sparring. i was in a total wreck after the lesson. my left foot felt broken(it's still sore and i can't walk properly), i got a kick in my stomach, my arms are bruised. it really sums up my week.
i hope Monday will be a fresh start. i know my physical pain will be lesser but the other troubles will remain. i guess it's best to ignore them and get on with life. i just need to treasure the real friends i have now, both in VS and VJ. these are the people who matter the the most. by the way, j.loh gave me the nice key chain which says "There are big ships and small ships, but the best ship of all is our friendship." Soon, the clouds will go and the sun will shine.
This song, Feeling the moment by Feeder, really reflects my thoughts. Here's the lyrics.
